The 'X-Men Origins: Wolverine' leak.

So by now you will probably have heard about the fiasco with the XMO: W leak. If not, google it, I don't feel up to explaining it again.

Now, I shouldn't admit this but I need to. I did get a copy and I was very, very tempted by it. Shit, I even scrolled through a little to watch tiny snippets. In all, I probably only watched 20 seconds at most. And I absolutely hate myself for it. I'm supposed to be a real X-Men fan, along with this, I'm a huge Hugh Jackman fan and an admirer of both Taylor Kitsch and Ryan Reynolds. I can't believed I was unable to resist this.

I have now completely deleted the film from my hard drive and I refuse to watch this until it's released. I feel sick with guilt over having watched these few seconds of the film thus far.

I honestly feel that even with that snippet I have completely ruined the enjoyment for myself already and that has absolutely devastated me because this was the most exciting thing in my life at the moment. (Sad, I know but I'm unemployed, still grieving and single - there are very few yay things in my life).

So, although I know it means nothing, I apologize to everyone I have disappointed by even watching this amount of the film. If I could take it all back, I would. I'm pretty sure I've ruined my enjoyment of the movie for myself now and I deserve to have done so.